Yeah, but it's not exactly a pleasant thing to watch...
[ whew. ]
Well, I'd be lying if I said I didn't have lingering feelings about it, but... I'm fine. I just feel pathetic for still having this problem when they sacrificed themselves for me.
Hey, trauma is trauma. You ain't exactly in charge of what makes your brain sound the alarms and tell your body to go into survival mode, ya know...? There's no timeline for when you should be [air quotes] "over it."
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AH.]
Holy fuck.
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[ he just watches this play out impassively, hands tense at his sides ]
... Sorry. You've probably seen so many of these shitty memories so far.
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[ whew. ]
Well, I'd be lying if I said I didn't have lingering feelings about it, but... I'm fine. I just feel pathetic for still having this problem when they sacrificed themselves for me.
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But it's been years, and I still can't....