[ anyway, guy watches this play out silently... he's been trying not to react to memories out of politeness, but this is incredibly bizarre to watch. most of it is incomprehensible, and he really wants to geek out over the person vehicle, but in between the wacky sonic hijinks is a real emotional conflict. ]
Yeah, but it's not exactly a pleasant thing to watch...
[ whew. ]
Well, I'd be lying if I said I didn't have lingering feelings about it, but... I'm fine. I just feel pathetic for still having this problem when they sacrificed themselves for me.
Hey, trauma is trauma. You ain't exactly in charge of what makes your brain sound the alarms and tell your body to go into survival mode, ya know...? There's no timeline for when you should be [air quotes] "over it."
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[ anyway, guy watches this play out silently... he's been trying not to react to memories out of politeness, but this is incredibly bizarre to watch. most of it is incomprehensible, and he really wants to geek out over the person vehicle, but in between the wacky sonic hijinks is a real emotional conflict. ]
Can I ask if you two worked it out?
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I mean... We're datin' now, so you could say that.
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Congratulations! Looks like her biggest fear has been disproved, then?
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... Yeah. And I'll keep proving it wrong every single day. I love her.
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I'm glad things worked out with the two of you. She seems like an incredible person.
[ do you want a meme back ]
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[LOVESTRUCK
also yes absolutely gimme mem]
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AH.]
Holy fuck.
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[ he just watches this play out impassively, hands tense at his sides ]
... Sorry. You've probably seen so many of these shitty memories so far.
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[ whew. ]
Well, I'd be lying if I said I didn't have lingering feelings about it, but... I'm fine. I just feel pathetic for still having this problem when they sacrificed themselves for me.
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But it's been years, and I still can't....